I hate being left alone at times of the day/night because my thoughts are horrid.
I’m always regretting things, never able to make a solid decision because I’m afraid of the outcome.
Sometimes I wish I was a “typical” guy. A guy who doesn’t care abt other ppl, a guy who doesn’t let his emotions…
Dude I can be the saaamme way. Obviously not about being a man, but still. Thinking about what I should have done at time, what I should do in the future, what I want to to or be or have. Some night I just lay and stare at the wall cause I can’t sleep, mind is racing with thoughts that just make me more and more depressed till I either pass out from exhaustion of just being awake, ooor fall asleep from crying :/