I hate being left alone at times of the day/night because my thoughts are horrid.
I’m always regretting things, never able to make a solid decision because I’m afraid of the outcome.
Sometimes I wish I was a “typical” guy. A guy who doesn’t care abt other ppl, a guy who doesn’t let his emotions…
Dude I can be the saaamme way. Obviously not about being a man, but still. Thinking about what I should have done at time, what I should do in the future, what I want to to or be or have. Some night I just lay and stare at the wall cause I can’t sleep, mind is racing with thoughts that just make me more and more depressed till I either pass out from exhaustion of just being awake, ooor fall asleep from crying :/
“Sex will always be an exciting mystery to children, they’ll always want to know about it. And they’ll learn about it, inevitably, from scary porn and all those barmy urban myths that circulate playgrounds. As a counter to that, shouldn’t responsible kids’ telly at least try to right the balance? Shouldn’t there be someone out there (apart from your boring parents and your boring teachers, who cares what they say) saying that sex is a natural, sometimes funny, sometimes wonderful thing, that decent, kind, nice people do with other decent, kind, nice people? Rather than a sleazy forbidden horror whispered about behind the bike shed. You can’t stop kids finding out about sex. You can at least make sure some of what they hear is sane and reasonable.”—